Gotta Have Faith

This house crush is proving to be an emotional affair. We saw the house this morning. There were no fatal flaws. Just great big spaces and bigger questions. We were not ready to fall in love. The money isn’t yet fully saved. The current lease is not final. Yet the house is ready. We spentContinue reading “Gotta Have Faith”

Emotionally Introverted

Life is beginning to return to normal after my trip to San Antonio. My introverted nature is enjoying the solitude interspersed with connections that I get to savor during the summer. My trip to San Antonio was awesome but it also strains my somewhat reserved nature to always have people around. Brock stayed behind inContinue reading “Emotionally Introverted”

Thought Patterns

The way we pattern our thoughts has an enormous impact on our mental health and happiness. Thought patterns can be divided into two main categories. I’m going to call these recursive and input-output. A note to those who are math-phobic: I am going to use some math concepts to explain these thinking patterns. Stay withContinue reading “Thought Patterns”

Facing the Dragon

It. Happened. Almost four years now and it happened. The event I’ve been anticipating and dreading since the text. I saw him. Let me go back a bit. I received the text in July of 2009. I have had no direct communication with him since – only a single text conversation with my mother (detailedContinue reading “Facing the Dragon”