What Would Make it All Okay?

I used to play this mind game with myself. I started by thinking it would all be okay if he had to face me. I entertained vicious dreams of inflicting bodily harm in order to make him feel at least a piece of the pain I was experiencing. But really all that would do wasContinue reading “What Would Make it All Okay?”

Everything’s Going to be Okay

Everything’s going to be okay. That was my mantra for that first, awful post-divorce year. Everything’s going to be okay. I would repeat those words in my head as I lay sleepless every night. Everything’s going to be okay. My friends and family would offer those words as comfort, reminding me that the “now” wasContinue reading “Everything’s Going to be Okay”